my first love... my fisrt story...

first love and first story.
that's you for me ... you are not just names, but a story that will never be forgotten by the heart and memory. you're not the only one who fills my heart, but you also wrote the story in my heart. you do not I have but I always hope it magically came to make you change your mind.

you're my first love ... a person who first gave me a sense of love when I'm lonely. you made me believe, that everyone is entitled to love. you make me believe that I deserve to be loved. you give me love is beautiful. I always feel happy with you, I want to be with you, beside you and make you smile

when you say love, I do not believe it. I do not believe there is someone who comes into my life, close to me and say love me. it was very surprising, beautiful and makes me wonder. I doubt it, but I want to live with you. I'm afraid of being hurt, but I want to be loved and to love you. love words melt my heart ... Made me really believe you. you touch my heart in the right moment and you have me and my heart completely. every day I spent with happy, I feel the beauty of the world when I fell in love with you. I live this life full of confidence because I know, you take care of my heart. I believe you. I remember so much about you, about us, about all we've been through. I remember everything about you.

I remember when we met, I remember when you greeted me with your voice, I remember when you smiled at me, I remember when you held my hand, I remember when you glanced at me with a smile, beautiful eyes I remember when you see me, I remember when you said you loved me, and want to take care of me in your heart. I remember how you made me believe that you loved me, that you really like me and want to understand me. I remember our first date, on the first date you kissed me. I will never forget the way you kiss me. first kiss in my life from my first love.
all memories are stored in the hearts and memory. all about our love story. very meaningful and very beautiful for me. my first love story.

but all our wonderful memories and stories disappear. I'm not crying about our separation, but the way you left me that made me disappointed and sorry to have let the love for you there. so much that we spent together, but you never know. you betrayed everything I watch. you left our story like it never happened. you go with someone else so piercing my heart. you forget me, promise, all the words you love, all you forget and leave you for someone else new you know. you leave me for someone that you just know. It is very painful. I was kicked away from your life. I felt very very disappointed.

now I can see you. with others better. Why would I be happy to see you with someone else? no. I can not willingly. This hurt. hate this heart to see you happy. I feel like destroying all the happiness you with other people and I replace with the same pain like the pain of my heart. you should know the pain of betrayal by someone you trust. pain. you never feel it, right? why did you do that to me? Why would I ever do that? Why would I betray you?

god, I prayed, I begged and asked to you,
This hurt because it was betrayed by someone I loved.
I love people who are now living happily with another person and I cry sad about losing him. god, this is very unfair. why she was happy and I do not?
why they were laughing at the misery?
I have never been hurt, why do I hurt?
I never betrayed, why am I betrayed?
I always try to make the people I love happy, but why did he make me cry? it was very unfair.
god, please listen to my prayers ...
I hurt ...
I want someone who hurt me to get a more painful, and he apologized to me ...
god, now I can only say goodbye to people I love, when I loved him. I have to let it go far from my heart.
I can only pray to you that I got a better man :(